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Stiu ca suna a cliseu siropos si ieftin, dar chiar simt ca implinirea varstei de 18 ani e un ‘turning point’ in viata mea. : ) ) Stateam si ma gandeam cat de entuziasmata sunt si cat de spontana am devenit de cand am devenit majora. Nu stiu de ce a fost nevoie de o motivatie de genul asta care sa ma impinga sa fac unele lucruri fara retineri, sau sa ma bucur de unele banale.

Am mancat pentru prima oara pizza cu furculita si cutit. Am baut prima data cocktail cu alcool in mod legitim. :D Am mancat pt prima oara la Pizza Hut (best pizza place in the whole worlddd). Am baut pentru prima oara cafea. Am mancat pentru prima oara cheesecake. Am vazut pentru prima oara un film interzis sub 18 ani (The girl with the dragon tattoo = GENIAL) si am iesit tarziu din cinema (23.20 – 23.30). Am facut scoala de soferi si am condus chiar si pe ninsoare (nu am apucat polei sau conditii mai vitrege de atat). Am reinceput sa ma uit la American Idol, desi mi-am zis ca nu o voi mai face. Am probleme ciudate cu internetul. Mi-am facut majoratul, care a iesit destul de ok.  Am facut lista cu 18 lucruri pe care pot sa le fac acum ca am 18 ani si am realizat ca intra mai multe activitati de atat. Am lucrat si continui sa lucrez pentru SAT. Iar speranta de a pleca in strainatate imi este zilnic alimentata de oamenii scarbiti de la ghisee, de mahalaua prezentata la televizor, de profesorii comunisti si obsedati de metodele lor absurde, de mintile inguste care isi scuipa gandurile seci cu fiecare ocazie. Dorinta puternica de a ma desparti de tot ce-mi provoaca repulsie (aroganti, fite, snobisme), de complexele mele si de umbrele de dezamagire, frustrare sau suparare… aceasta dorinta este covarsitoare.

Sper sa nu va inghete sufletul in gerul iernii si viscolul sa nu va rascoleasca inima.

©Lorena.

And by that I mean I forgot that yesterday, 16th of January 2012, was the day my US visa expired. : ) )

Ca sa continui sirul de chestii random: am inceput cartea BUtterfield 8 si pana acum mi se pare bestial scrisa. Am terminat Auschwitz, care a devenit repede una dintre cartile mele preferate. De ziua mea, intr-un univers paralel si ideal, m-as duce cu sora mea la Crama veche, as manca o pizza cu ea si as bea un cocktail cu alcool (prima data cand e legal si pt mine), apoi m-as duce cu ea in mall si la cinema la un film interzis sub 18 ani, anume “The girl with the dragon tattoo”. Poate totusi as reusi sa fac treburile astea cu altcineva, ca sa simt si eu ca joi e o zi frumoasa. : ) )

A inceput scoala, viata-i trista. Gata cu iluziile.

©Lorena.

Am promis ca ma intorc cu detalii, dar nu ma intind prea mult. Cel mai usor mod de a le prezenta este printr-o insiruire de cuvinte, exact asa cum am procedat si dupa ‘tabara’ din Vatra Dornei acum cateva veri. (cuvintele nu sunt asezate neaparat in vreo ordine)

Predeal. Munte. Zapada. Grup. Noutate. Partie. Fontanella. Clabucet. Snowboard. Frana. Viraje. Telescaun. Ceata. Vin fiert. Imbulgareala. Fotografii. Zambete. Rasete. Filmari. Cappucino. Clatite. Pizza. Gratar. Imnul Statelor Unite. Cireasa de pe tort. Vrei sa fii milionar. Poker. Muzica. Disco lights. Jagermeister. Tren. Brasov. Mc Donald’s. Terranova. Accesorize. Meli Melo. Shopping. Plimbare. Rozmarin. My place. Mall. Vila Ovidiu. Hotelul Dragului. Foehn. “Batai”. Cazaturi. Vodka. Prieteni. Gentlemen. Unitate. Balcescu. Murgoci.

:)

©Lorena.

Woo hoo

As I previously stated on Facebook: Awesome week was awesome!!! Dar mai multe detalii despre Predeal maine. Acum vreau doar sa mananc popcorn facut cu mana mea si sa ma uit la un film in propriul pat. : ) )

Dar cea mai tare chestie care mi-a inveselit ziua, chiar daca plecarea de la munte a fost in sine putin deprimanta, a fost ‘salutarea’ din partea unor persoane relativ random. In primul rand, sormea cu mesaj pe wall (she must have been reaaaally nostalgic that she decided to tell me she was thinking of me); apoi, out of the blue, primesc mesaj de la Stephen (tipul care a stat langa mine pe avionul de intoarcere – Dallas spre Amsterdam) si ma intreaba ce mai fac. Am vorbit putin cu el si chiar m-am simtit bine.

Sunt prea euforica pentru a mai scrie ceva, asa ca noapte buna! :) ) Love y’all (doar astazi:)))!

©Lorena.

Aaaand I’m leaving!

Saptamana asta jucam in deplasare. : ) ) Predeal, please give us an awesome week!  ^.^

I’ll be back on Friday.

©Lorena.

Parolat: Dear 28-year-old me

Acest post este protejat de parolă. Ca să-l vezi, te rog introdu parola:

Stii de ce mi-e dor?

De datile cand calculam diferenta de fus orar si-mi imaginam ce fac ceilalti acasa. Sau cand mi-era prea lene pt asta si stiam doar ca ora 15 acolo era 23 in Romania, iar ora 7 in Romania era 23 acolo.

De mersul cu masina si cand conduceai cu ochelarii de soare si muzica de Bach pe fundal.

De filmele la care ne uitam si adormeai la jumatate.

De pepenele rosu pe care il mancai INCONTINUU.

De ziua cand ai facut mazare si ma tot intrebai daca “e ca la mama acasa”, iar daca nu, CE ii lipsea.

De ultimul pranz impreuna, la Panera, cand era PLIN. Iar eu nu ma grabeam prea tare sa mananc pentru ca nu voiam sa plecam la aeroport.

De rasul tau.

De tine.

©Lorena.

100 truths… or so

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage – water

2. Last phone call –  Miki

3. Last text message – “La multi ani, un an numai de impliniri!”

4. Last song you listened to – Black Eyed Peas – Imma be

5. Last time you cried – …

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice – Yes.

7. Been cheated on – No.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it – Yes.

9. Lost someone special  – :-? ?

10. Been depressed – Yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up – No.

FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Red

13. Green

14. Orange?

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: 

15. Made a new friend – Yes

16. Fallen in love – Yes?

17. Laughed until you cried – Heck yes!

18. Met someone who changed you – No?

19. Found out who your true friends were – Definitely.

20. Found out someone was talking about you – No.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list – No.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know – Messenger – all; Facebook – no idea

23. How many kids do you want to have – 2

25. Do you want to change your name – No

27. What time did you wake up today – 13.08

28. What were you doing at midnight last night – Watching a movie.

30. Last time you saw your mother – a few minutes ago?

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life – Hometown

32. What are you listening to right now –  Blink 182 – I miss you

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom – lol : ) ) nope

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now – Insomnia

35. Most visited webpage – Sadly, that would probably have to be facebook.

36. Whats your real name – Balan Lorena Anamaria

37. Nicknames : Lori, Lorex (both of them off-limits to non-family-members)

38: What about penises? : ‘tf??

39. Zodiac sign – Capricorn ^^

40. Male or female? – F

41. Primary School – Mihai Eminescu / 23

42. Middle (intermdiate) – Mihai eminescu / 23

43. College – Not there yet

44. Hair colour – chocolate brown with some red-ish/purple-ish in it <3

45. Long or short – Medium

46. Perfume (current) – pff… 3 different ones

47. Do you have a crush on someone – Kind of.

48: What do you like about yourself? – …

49. Piercing  – No

50. Tattoos – No

51. Righty or lefty – Righty

 FIRSTS :

52. First surgery – appendecitis 2002 : ) )

53. First piercing – No piercing except my ears, but that happened when I was reaaally young, don’t know the exact time.

54. First best friend – Iuliana, kindergarden

55. First sport you joined – Tennis <3

56. First vacation - Dude, seriously? I DO NOT REMEMBER!

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating – Nothing.

60. Drinking – Water.

61. I’m about to – Read a blog article

62. Listening to –  A mai fost !!! oO Boston – More than a feeling

63. Waiting for – Nothing.

YOUR FUTURE

64. Want kids? – Yeah.

65. Want to get Married – Yes.

66. Career – IT

WHICH IS BETTER?

67. Lips or eyes – Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses – Hugs

69. Shorter or taller – Taller!!

70. Older or Younger – Older

71. Romantic or spontaneous – Spontaneous

73. Sensitive or loud – Sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship - Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant – None.

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger – TOTAL stranger no, but not a friend either.

77. Drank hard liquor – Yes.

78. Lost glasses/contacts – I don’t wear any.

79. Sex on first date – No oO

80. Broken someone’s heart – Don’t know.

81. Had your own heart broken – :-? ?

82. Been arrested – No / : )

83. Turned someone down – Yes.

84. Cried when someone died – Yes.

85. Fallen for a friend –  Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:  

86. Yourself – No.

87. Miracles – Yes.

88. Love at first sight – Don’t know.

89. Heaven – Yes.

90. Santa Claus – Lol, no.

92. Angels – Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:  

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time – No.

95. Did you sing today – Yeah.. : ) )

96. Ever cheated on somebody – No.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?-  4 years <3

98. If you could pick a day from last year and re-live it, what would it be – The last night of Camp St. Raphael!!

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? – Oh you have no idea. : ) )

100. Posting this as 100 truths – Yeah. Well, almost. : ) )

Si anul asta murim? :))

Happy New Year! :)

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